After four years of having the Beyond Prayer and Meditation web site and 20 years of intense metaphysical and spiritual study, it is time to gear this web site to those who are actually EXPERIENCING the spiritual life and not those who are looking for some magic formula to attain a state of God Consciousness that will better their human situations.








In so doing, those who are still "looking" may be led to let go of the "impossible" attainment by those who try to sell "Faith" and  "Disciplined Thinking and Study" as the way to live THEIR Consciousness rather than discovering the ONE God consciousness. Many of these "WAYS" are merely pictures of a doorway that you are expected to "believe" is the actual doorway. Your own individual reflection of the ONE God Consciousness is who you really are and in being so, "I AM" is the true state of being the ONLY Consciousness that has all the answers you are looking for.

It is not my intention to show or teach anyone how to discover God by my or anyone else's instruction. Once enlightenment occurs, it is within one's own experience and will bear no resemblance to what anyone has told you. Only after this occurs will one be aware of the difference in the insignificant human experience and  living as the ONE God Consciousness. I will not suggest that you read or study anything in particular. I will only tell you of my own experiences. In doing so, those liberated from the facade of Spiritual teachings that enslave rather than free you from human thought and reasoning will have chosen their own path that is straight and clear without any restrictions.

My journey and spiritual enlightenment are based on the hidden truth and principles taught by Christ Jesus and all the other spiritually enlighented teachers whose purpose was to "liberate" people from false teachings, the belief that God is "outside" somewhere, and overall religion and its control. This has liberated me from the bonds of orthodoxy and has enabled me to understand spiritually what they actually were trying to teach man...."The Kingdom of God is within us and behold we are all sons of God".  It will be YOUR EXPERIENCE and not  just the observation of Truth that frees you into what some call an expanded consciousness .  This expanded consciousness is your natural state of being that is hidden by the process of thinking and reasoning.

Throughout my life I have entered many new spiritual phases and with each one was a very dramatic event that led me there.   Expanded consciousness is the predominant occurrence in each one of the phases.   I mention these only so those who have had similar occurrences might sense a more definite purpose in them.  The following is a quote from one of my writings called "The Shell" which you will find on the inspired writings page..."Suddenly, I felt my body being pulled with such increasing velocity that I seemed to evaporate into pure energy as the distant light became the very essence of my being. I was hurled into the very center of the most powerful and brilliant energy of pure virgin light that could only be the essence of intelligence Itself. At that moment, my very consciousness exploded and all that I once knew became as a mere speck of dust in the endless realm of time, space, and matter."

If you need to free yourself from the blindness of human thought and reasoning, you may want to know of my own personal conclusions and actions that freed me. I am no longer seeking health and I am no longer confined to a wheelchair. I am no longer seeking wealth and I have all that I could want financially in this human experience. I am no longer seeking God and I am merely using this human life as one would use an instrument for measure and evaluation as I have found my real identity as the "I AM". Three simple steps freed me to the awareness I was seeking.

1.  I Eliminated all the so-called "magic" books and words written by others who discovered Spiritual Enlightenment as if they were MY way to do the same.

2.  I Realized that all of the so-called "Courses" in meditation, spirituality, the new life experience, etc. are totally unnecessary and are geared toward those who are trying to better their human life and NOT to DISCOVER the actual life one is living.

3.  I Understood that the confinement of human thoughts, emotions, and reason retarded my journey. Once freed from such, I found within myself revelations that poured forth like an endless fountain which became uncapped within the beauty of "no thought".

My purpose in this new section of the Beyond Prayer and Meditation web site is not to instruct but to liberate. The simplistic beauty of Truth is what I have found. There is nothing complicated or lengthy about freedom.  In this freedom, one simply walks through the doorway.

The present state of this web site will remain the same but those who wish to go further to find the answers that called you here will need a password to enter that part of this site. Because it may not be what everyone is looking for, I request that you fill out a questionnaire that will help me in evaluating your current level of spiritual awareness.   This password section is not the destination but the doorway to attaining the degree of spiritual consciousness you presently have a calling from.  This is just the first step.  The receptivity of which you find the oneness and peace you are looking for will depend on your sincerity and strength of your inner calling.  Click here to fill out questionnaire.

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ORIGINAL INTRODUCTION

Four  years ago I became very ill with a condition that developed from injuries I sustained in an automobile accident in 1982. Not being able to walk and do the things I used to do forced me to turn within on a continued spiritual journey that has led me to some remarkable discoveries and insights. The purpose of this web site is to share some of my experiences with those who are facing difficulties in life that seem to be beyond their control.

When one experiences frustration with no lasting help from the medical profession, religions, philosophies, psychology, statistics, advice, and recommendations, a doorway opens to a dimension unseen when one's faith is placed in something outside of themselves. What is beyond that doorway cannot be fully understood unless one has given up the attachments and conceptual beliefs of the outer world of this programmed human existence. This giving up does not separate one from this world but rather replaces the true nature of our being that we were born with. It is human education and the belief that each child has to be taught who they are and how they are to act, think and reason that has led us to many of the discords in life. When man invents a device that is subject to the laws of its creation, he uses the same laws to keep it in proper working order. However, when he uses those same learned laws applied to human existence, as if he were the creator of it, he becomes no better or perfect than his own inventions.

If you are ready to re-discover your real identity, which is the one you were born with, and enter into a new realm of life free from all the negatives that you spend your lifetime trying to escape from, read my experiences on the following pages. It could be the doorway to YOUR higher-self discovery.